My Father

You know all my life I really wanted my father around !!! After him and my mother got divorced I was to young to realize this but I need a Father Figure around . So when this nigga came back around it was okay then I started seeing more and more things I didn't like . He is a fucking nigga because for these reasons:
1. Just because you pay child support doesn't mean you are there !!! He says, "So many times I was there for you and your brother." 100 dollars of month don't mean SHIT !!!!
2. Now that I am 18 he says, " I am of age !!" he does barely anything!!
3. He says shit like I don't want you around me , or you aren't like me.
4. He keeps comparing myself and him.
5.He treats my little sister better then he does any of my brothers ..

HE is the cause of all my hatred and frustration. He wounded me, but wounds heel over time. I started this post a while ago and instead of keep bashing him I learned something. That if I ever become a parent I know what not to be like, because I want to get to know my child. HE has taught me the positivity and strength in myself because all the BS I went through made me stronger and closer to my real father GOD