Claiming

All of these people claim to be my best friend, friend, nigga, or homeboy, but yet some of you diss me on the low. This is why I say strongly,"You can only rely on God and yourself." I swear these people trip me out. I'm going give you insight on more of what I mean.
People are shaking my hand, calling my phone, and just plain being in my face. Behind my back you are talking hell of shit about me , on Facebook you make your status about me then comment on my status, and then you message me about things on the anonymous tip(not in person) about bull shit then when you see me in person you say nothing. You are comic to me just shows how much pride you have.
Fake people please don't say I'm fake because at the end of the day I am true to myself. Yes I do talk about people at times, but it is from my prospective and I'm not afraid to say it in their face(Most of the times I do). I'm getting to old for that so now people are just becoming invisible to me . Then you know what really trips me out when people say I am a shit starter. It is not starting if you are coming at me in a non-mature way.
People are just moody as hell and that is why I have only a few real friends. I need for you people to be real and know what you want out of life. I'm not chasing dope boy ambitions and I'm on a road to success. If we are not going in the same direction, we can be friends but I won't hate or shit talk about the things you do.
The things these people do make them look fake as hell. I don't need anymore bullshit in my life then I already have. I know things are going on with everybody, but if we are really friends then other people's thoughts about me would not matter.
I will succeed with or without you , so Joshua will never think about you to long just move on .